Prayer For Renewal

God,
I am struggling, I remember the strength, the inspiration, the power you had instilled in me. I remember the inspiration you had blessed me with. But Lord I am falling now, slipping your presence has left me. Why? I am not worthy but I have trusted in your Grace Lord. Was my Trust misplaced? No you work in mysterious ways Lord, in ways I cannot understand you are working in my and those around me. Whatever it is you would have me do Lord I will do it but right now I do not understand what it is I should be doing. So Lord while I wait and struggle to wait renew your presence in my life instill in me the wisdom again and make me new and fervent again. Take the whole of me and renew it. I want to Live solely for your Lord so do what needs to be done in my life so that I can do that. Renew in me a sense of humility, renew in me a sense of awe, renew your wisdom in me Lord that I may teach others your ways and do your will in this world Lord.
Amen

Prayer for help

Lord,

I did it again I took my time and squandered it away. You gave us 24 hrs in the day more than enough to do what must be done. And yet we allow the world to distract us from what needs doing. Lord you know what I now face because of my lazyness. I know I deserve what is about to happen, but I could use a little help. I know I dont' have to be perfect but I feel that I am often evil instead of just a little messed up. So Lord I come to you now knowing that the consequences of my actions, my willful lazyness, are going to be tough. So Lord I ask for some divine intervention, knowing full well that I am completley incapable of doing one thing right and that only you can save this moment. Please Lord Save this moment glorify yourself here in this moment where I am worthless you will shine through and all will know that it was you and not me. However Lord if you will not glorify yourself here in this moment of my weakness and stupidity. Then Lord at least let me know you are still with me so that I can endure this trial with you in my heart and on my mind.

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